Thursday the first of July started like any other ordinary day. I was planning my radio program that was already very close to the deadline. I was cooking that long-anticipated beef stew and enjoying the smells wafting from my kitchen. The day felt good. And then I went on Facebook. Not even halfway through to check up on the status of friends, the status on Nikki Coward's page stopped me in my tracks and ripped through my heart. Celeste Phillips has died. For a long moment, I stopped breathing as I tried to absorb this heartbreaking news. Have you ever experienced one of those moments where you can't think and your mind is left completely blank because what you're reading is so incomprehensible? Celeste has died. I can not accept that she's gone. Celeste was too full of life and love. It feels impossible that someone who gave so much and loved so hard could just be gone. It doesn't feel right that I'm talking about her in the past tense. Nothing about this fe