Olivia's world

   There comes a time when you have to be negative to be positive There is nothing like pain to make you negative and just plain bitter. And from that pain stems so much negativity that if negativity was  part of a diet you could feed an entire nation, if not the whole world on it. That's how much negativity you can carry inside of yourself if you've been hurt or disappointed.  Those are the moments that you want to scream or vomit when you get served with a dose of positivity. Anyone who dares tell you about how great life is and how grateful you must be for what you have, will either get the evil eye, a cold shoulder or screams and insults hurled at them .  There are few things more irritating  than a positive person  when you're drowning in a sea of negativity. You will end up feeling sorry for yourself and filled with so much regret for all the times you messed up and all those opportunities that you missed. In these moments even that job that you hated so much will see

How do you find yourself when you feel lost? Do you know that feeling when you look at your life and you feel lost , alone and abandoned? When you look at your life and you wonder is this the sum of my life? What have I achieved that’s worthwhile?   If you answered yes to any of these questions, then know that you are not alone.   Who do you tell when you’re feeling like that because those thoughts are so unexpected and you end up feeling like a loser, a failure, feeling so alone.   When you feel like this, stay away from social media. It will just depress you even more when you see how everyone except you are flourishing and enjoying their lives. But then, what can you do?   Let’s start with what you don’t do.   Don’t visit that snotty friend who’s always bragging about her great life . You know, that friend who always reminds you of what you don’t have, whether it’s a better job, better life, the one whose career is blossoming while yours is going nowhere… . excruciatingly slowly. Th